Illusions

The palace of illusion,
broke before it could stand,
getting me no where,
and i thought it was grand!

In and Out of Fantasy!

It was bliss when the days passed
in a cupid flung arrows warmth,
love and fun all alike,
breathing in unison.

I don't know what made it change,
maybe it was some inner state.
I do not know what it took for two,
It became more of a delusional do.

I went away in an angry phase
and he didn't hold me back either,
thinking as always I would be back,
how could I go anywhere ever?

This time it was done for me
and had to finish it through,
going back wasn't an option,
pulling me, went untrue.

It had to end - the misery,
the Fantasy was over for me!
In and Out, Out and In,
I worked to get used to Me.